okay, to start things off, im gonna use vulgarities in this post cos i think they emphasize what im trying to say.

so i havent been sleeping very well since i got the SMU offer cos i was totally stressing over where to go. insomnia though being dog-tired translates to fucking stress in my dictionary. and ive also been kinda short tempered and stuff due to the headache (lack of sleeppp) and maybe the weather.

i think im pretty much useless? i havent got into the school and im alr stressed up. i cant imagine but whatever, i want/will pull through these 4 years.

oh a sidenote, ive been having frequent meetups with friends and they keep me sane, as always <3 and thanks for the various inputs with regards to the abovementioned issue, i think my brain's less tangled. (:

work wise, these two days consisted of only trainings which means, slackkk. and tmr's my off day. how great :D