i think i need to give this a serious thought, what do i want, career-wise? but i dont have much time, 1st june is the dead line for uni joint acceptance and im torn between SMU and NTU. ive sent my close friends an email about this and also heard inputs from an SMU student AND i think im back to square 1.

somehow, i dont think i'll be able to thrive in SMU's dog-eat-dog environment. i know, it'll be a good practice for the real working world but eventually, it's still a uni and grades matter, alot. even since poly, passing and acing do make a difference. i dont want to graduate from SMU with mediocre grades.

im not saying that NTU's any easier since it's like a completely new discipline but somehow, i think i'll have an easier time there.

okay, i'll talk to my friends and my dad tmr (mum's not in town). to those who've emailed me back your opinions, thanks so much! <3

anyhow, training for work starts tmr. but im looking forward to the dinner meetup with PCG tmr. (Y)