i couldnt remember when i switched my blog template to this cos i couldnt find a decent layout even till now. and erm, i havent been very motivated to blog cos

1) life is mundane (when has it been interesting??)
2) this layout isnt helping as well

haha. stupid reasons. and as you can see, im just letting my fingers do the typing since i now have the motivation to update my blog but as per point (1), there isnt much to say.

anyhow, im done with my now ex-job. i could have stayed if not for

1) pathetic pay (actually it pays okay BUT i think i deserved more from how i worked like a dog every morning)
2) they shuffle me around (sucks ttm cos transport fees kill)

yeah, 2 very simple and important factors. but well, i'll miss my colleagues over at HGP and maybe two other branches.

oh and pardon me, i eat non stop. not a bad thing if i exercise but i dont. so i cant imagine myself 10 years down the road. i know it's kinda sick but i got this urge to puke out whatever ive eaten but

1) that defeats the purpose of me eating
2) that's like a sin?!
3) puke stinks
4) im afraid it's gonna be an addiction
5) im just gutless

ahh well. i guess im too free. hehe. i dont want the holidays to end cos the next phase in life doesnt interest me other than the fact that im moving on which means progression but then, what's next?

most importantly, nobody's here to fulfill my travelling desire. im not blaming anyone but it kinda sucks to be left here while almost everyone is off somewhere. oh well, i need to quit whining and do smth about it.