merry christmas!

this christmas was spent at home, watching music and lyrics which i find erm, mediocre. 3 out of 5 stars for it. then it was dinner with my paternal side of the family. ethan sweetheart was there, of course and being his adorable self as usual. had cake cutting session at grans' house to celebrate my grandma's 73rd birthday. i dont know, somehow i feel kinda sad that im never close to any of my cousins. it just feels like a bunch of strangers sitting arnd having dinner. i wonder why im so bothered by it since it's been this way ever since dont know when. oh well.

picture of the day. it's so sweet, isnt it?