i seek solace in a hot cuppa green tea, some sugar biscuits and a novel.

impromptu lunch with cs was good though he claimed that his creamy chicken pasta was tasteless. he had to leave for work after that so i was left with nothing to do. supposed to meet peggy but there werent many quiet places to go on a weekend. so i walked and walked from dhoby ghaut to the national library. got some books and then took the bus home. judging from this entry,it does seem kinda sad - no life. but ive come to accept it and im okay with that. home on a weekend, why not?

so yeah, at least biscuits,tea and novels dont disappoint. for now, im not gonna initiate any meet ups with anyone (other than FAMILY, khrisha, sofi & wan tou) cos i dont see the point. even a teeny bit of effort shows - and i think ive tried, and failed repeatedly. and you know how when we give smth up, it comes back? we shall see.

im not being bitter (or maybe i am), but sometimes, the best way to protect yourself is to build a wall around you.