as far as i know, 2009 has not been a good year. not for me, not for (some of) my friends and definitely not for the world - earthquakes, floods, hurricanes etc.

reading back on my 2008 EOY post, i totally agree that 2008 was totally forgettable. i tried recalling recently but there wasnt even anything memorable about it but i think i did had a pretty good 18th. hah. and here's the hilarious part, i wrote that 2009 seemed promising. yeah, promising indeed. 2009 promised me hell.

come to think of it, 2009 aint all that bad. let me make a list of my firsts for 2009,

1. doing attachment for 6 whole months (FO,Reservations,HSKP,F&B)
2. made lotsa friends during these 6 months
3. found someone whom i can totally talk to (psst, thank you, though we're not that close already. hmmmm)
4. touch screen phone (okay, lame)
5. drank till i puke (not proud of it, wouldnt do it again)
6. traveled with friends (fi jie & wan tou <3)
7. to BKK (which was mad awesome)
8. had maple syrup together with hotcakes (and actually kinda like it)
9. wore a friggin bikini
10. stayed at a local hotel (swissotel the stamford, yo! & novotel, though i didnt stay overnight)

hmm, and a couple more which are better off reversed.

on a side note, i feel that i ought to apologise to this particular someone, W. there's no way he'll see this so it's kinda pointless but im really sorry things turned out this way. i would love to apologise to him face to face but i guess he'll brush it off so... anyhow! i need to apologise to myself as well. ive let the devil side of me unleashed way too many times this year. for 2010, i want to be wiser, have more self control AND be more level headed.

and some things remained the same, ethan's still as adorable, FAMILY made effort to meet up at least once every month, missing BWSS etcetc

as for 2010, i wish for health and happiness for my family, friends and myself. the rest can wait. (:

p.s oh and i cant believe im gonna welcome 2010 being fat, ugly and broke.