truth to be told, im kinda sick of lazing arnd at home AND going out alone. i seem so friendless, seriously. and we're only 20 (mostly), i cant imagine 10 years down the road where everyone's busy with careers, boyfriends, husbands, kids and whatnots. i think i'd still have to resort to those two options during my free time then.

so today's yet another me-day. wanted to try out a cafe but decided against it. wanted to head to the airport instead but ruled that out as well. so, i settled for clarke quay. had brunch at subway and i ate a complete meal while reading this book about a mum of 2 battling anorexia. ironic, isnt it? somehow, i didnt feel guilty cos you could really feel for her. all the binge-ing and then taking laxatives - not my idea of fun.

oh and i looove the ambiance of clarke quay most during afternoons, especially in today's cloudy weather. it's perfect for walking along the rows of bars and restaurants tho most arent open yet. happened to walk pass a row of booths for their xmas night bazaar and saw the cutest accessories ever. albeit declaring broke, i still bought 3. killmenow.

im kinda angry with myself for being too lazy to keep up to my holiday plans. on the other hand, they werent exactly err, life fulfilling. oh and ive been letting my brain and mind go free (which im very happy about) but im pretty sure it wouldnt be good for school. sighhhh. 10th of dec alr. (HAPPY 20th, va!)

and...im saddest over my written english. totally CMI