so it's the last week of 2010 and in exactly 2 days, we're gonna usher in 2011. most people would have summarized their highlights of 2010 and all but im really not in the mood to do so. truth to be told, there isnt much to talk about anyway.

sometimes im so sick of just living day by day, wasting time away. it sucks not having to know what i wanna do with my life. or maybe i do, lacking the core motivation and that makes it worse. shit, this is gonna be an emotional post i guess.

everyone's talking about 2011 but to me, isnt it just another year? oh and ive decided to usher in the new year by staying at home because i really cant stand crowds anymore. im still gonna feel solitary either way.

but yes, im still thankful for my family and friends and i wish them health & happiness <3
as for myself, i hope i find a purpose, soon.