okay, so im trying very hard to get back on track in school but lets not spoil the mood so SKIP!

anyway, Sarah's Jan 4th post totally put what ive been trying to express/say into words perfectly. i wonder how many of you guys feel the same?

so this was part of what she wrote. Sarah, hope you dont mind me quoting!

"Basically , the most simplest of contentment - How does that REALLY feel ? I so want that . Or actually maybe when you really find out that particular someone means so much to you but its just too late & that guilt & overwhelming regret just sucks life out of you"

and this part totally hit home. there's this hurt/sinking feeling that's pretty much indescribable and all along, i thought im the only one (not that im glad that someone else's feeling like this). it'll go away soon, i hope.

p.s anyway, everyone's in the Nyonya craze but i dont really get the story?! i mean, there're a lot of loop holes. i think for once, i should just shut up and let it be. who said everything has to be rational?

p.p.s the news just reported that lee kwan yew was at NYP today. why didnt i see him?? but well, we do breathe in the same air. *sniggers*