i'm no expert, but i've decided that maybe life is just one big circle of finding people and letting them go, and the trick is in holding on to the ones who will stand by you no matter what- if only you are brave enough to open your heart and let them in.

pardon me for being geeky/nerdy (whichever) but this is beautifully written. and obviously, im not the one who's come up with that. i wish i were. anyhow, it was from this novel that ive just finished.

let me side track abit, ive never thought of being someone 'successful' like a doctor or lawyer etc. frankly, they never crossed my mind, not once. i wanted to be a/an author, cashier (but no way now.my math is screwed), librarian, singer (sniggers), teacher etcetc. i think being an author kicks asses. doing something you like for a job kicks asses anyway but judging from the small market in singapore, it's indeed kinda hard to make a living and im always wasting my money on things im bound to regret buying (err, it's called post purchase resentment. HAHA).

maybe i should seriously consider the major that i want to major in (blogger doesnt have thesaurus!) if/when i get into the U. and as for the author dream ambition, i reckon i'll have this blog published into a book to fulfill my tiny dream. hahaha. and yes, with ALL the pictures, glam/unglam attached :D

p.s ive been using way too many brackets lately.

p.p.s i miss ethan AND kyan