i feel the lower part of my body getting heavier,thicker and wider BUT im not giving a shit about it, for now. it feels surprising good to binge, laze around, organise stuff and read :D

anyhow, i finally got arnd to paying the dentist a visit to have a checkup. bombed close to 200$ on a new pair of retainers. someone tell me why spending money is as easy as flowing water? ineedajob. im not whining cos im trying to find one. i think i need more than luck. on the side note, my teeth feel so smooth after cleaning and polishing. how i wish my complexion can be like that once more. sighsighsigh. it's so depressing. >(