it's been a long time since i logged into blogger and things have changed a bit. well, i am talking about my life and also the blogger layout.

the main reason why pple keep blogs is to document happy moments and thoughts. on the contrary, im turning mine into some sort of a place for me to express thoughts that are too personal for facebook and twitter.

life's been good in general but i still miss my gong gong a lot. they say time heals but it's doing nothing for me. i'd do anything to get a chance to fetch ethan home from school with him/go to the zoo with him/or just speaking with him. i miss his booming voice and hearty laughter.

gong gong, i really really miss you.