it's a stay home saturday for me thus, i shall do up a random post. hehe. i think the blog's come a long way - it's been with me from secondary 4 all the way till now. and though i havent changed much physically (okay, fatter) but i feel like a different person altogether.

secondary school was/is/and maybe will be the best times of my life. didnt study hard but had lots of fun. i guess i wouldnt be singing the same tune if i did badly for my Os but thank god, i had decent grades. i know it's almost half a decade since I left Bowen but the err, feelings are still there. there were the before assembly chatters/gossips, in class chatters/gossips/snacking, self declared early reccesses, skipping afternoon classes for bubble tea/fastfood lunches, hanging out at nearby shopping malls, taking neoprints at least once a week etc. what i wouldnt give to relive these moments again. really, we were young, we were obnoxious and we were free.

then came the poly days. honestly, i was quite miserable during the first sem as i felt that i couldnt fit in. suddenly, it was all about grades, grades and grades. and based on the previous paragraph, you would have known that im not exactly studious. so yeah, i gave myself alot of pressure and ended up being utterly depressed during exam period but i could say, all was worth it? and yeah, not being able to bond as a class kinda affected me too since primary and secondary school were soooo much fun doing random albeit stupid things as a class. poly would have been mundane and not worth remembering if not for NYPCD *wootwoot* yes, they are prolly the most decent bunch of friends i have but they are still hella fun.

and yes, uni is a whole new unwritten chapter. i guess it had a good start since ive enjoyed my first two camps with another one next week. i still have some concerns but a senior reassured me that they are uncalled for. we shall see.