okay, ive been wanting to update this (pathetic) space for the longest time but am so unmotivated due to failure of finding an appropriate layout. sighhh.

anyhow, life's been mundane. wake up, work, go home, eat, online, sleep. but im a sucker for routined life (ouch) so it doesnt bother me much. hmmm, it seems like im once again out of job cos the HR didnt get back to me despite saying that my contract is extended. which is fine by me since it's a hassle reporting to both the company and agency.

as mentioned earlier, i havent been up to much except for meetups with friends which are <3. and my current saving plan goes like this - stay home as much as possible since going out means having to spend money. in other words, i only go out when neccessary but yes, that hasnt stopped me from gaining weight, damn.

oh and i just had a nightmare about SMU, omggg. i hope the holidays pass slowwwly cos i dont wanna face the reality. self delusion is sometimes a not bad option. im rambling nonsense here but hey, blogging is free what.