this post might not make any sense, but i just need a place to keep me sane. i miss school, i really do. this may sound stupid but the pple in school are well, they mind their own businesses and everyone's more or less civilized.

but i cannot say that for a workplace. especially when you have pple from different ages (LOL but it makes a difference), different backgrounds/countries blah blah blah. it just kinda sucks. oh and i think some of them think im 9 instead of 19. but sorry to say, i realized i have a pretty strong sense of whats right and whats wrong and i know what i want. i dont know if you realized but the more you say smth, you more you screw it up and the more i know what to do about this.

oh and one more thing, i realized that i cannot/never trust anyone of the opposite sex. okay, maybe other than my dad. anyhow, it's very hard for me to trust anyone wholeheartedly. anyone knows why?

before this post gets too personal, have a good week ahead!