ive been feeling like this for the longest time. hmmmm, it's like, when you look back at your friends then and now, it seems like everyone of them has changed. some for the better, some well, for the worse. one thing is somehow inevitable, we grew apart. the same inside jokes arent that funny anymore.

sometimes when i blog hop, i cant help feeling erm, left out. it seems that everyone's changed, different and having the time of their lives while here i am, unable to keep up, being left behind. yeah, i dont think ive changed much at all. im still the same person 10 years back and now. it may be a good thing, it may not be.

ultimately, this post is not meant to put a blame on anyone since change is the only constant in our lives. and i am very thankful for having really awesome friends. they know who they are.

p.s i think i need to open my heart a little more.