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yesterday's my cousin's birthday, today's hyun bin's birthday and tmr'll be my mum's birthday. and i wish the very best for all of them! :D

anyhow, i just had 4 slices of pizza. damn shiok and a slice of cake later, i believe. i wish the holidays would pass slower or be extended cos the thought of school is just urgh. major killjoy. yesyes, i rather rot at home and let my brain rot away with me rather than deal with shit such as ICAs, projects and exams. if it still aint obvious to you, i cant deal with them well.

im sure half or even more than half will agree with me. we go to school, we study until (insert whatever hardcore description in here), try our best, get good grades. but whatever for? cos for me, i dont really have a plan for the future, yet. so i dont actually see the point in working so goddamn hard for nothing. (nothing meaning you dont even know why you work so hard for). soooo, i work so hard just to be on par, believing that at least with good grades, you get better options. what im doing is obviously not wrong but well, it's pretty saddening.

gawd, dont accuse me of being emo or whatsoever. i dont see whats so emotional about this post except the first paragraph. haha. maybe no one's used to me voicing opinions on serious issues. im not big on daydreaming but i do wish cash would appear now and whisk me off to Europe. nownownow.