FUCK Microsoft Word. it refomatted my speech document and i cant open it. thank god i had a backup ( though unedited ) copy. guess it's better than nothing. tsktsktsk. i got to go now. im seeing stars. how nice.

well. i feel better now since ive managed to print out the latest and most updated copy. wth huh. well. i cant help but wonder why im putting in so much effort. very unlike me. i wouldnt mind if my hard work's paid off but whats the point of putting in extra effort when everyone got the same score? tsk. and why doesnt it happen in accounting or smth. i know im such a whiner blah blah. but poly's pissing me off big time.

i think i need to be more patient. much much more