sometimes, i really wonder if pple around me really like me or if they are just pretending. maybe not. i'd want the truth. sometimes it really scares me. your closest friends might be the ones who detest you the MOST. it'll really hurt, because, i really treasure all my close friends/friends and im me when im arnd them. wonder if they feel the same. i really hope so. (: i dont believe in forever.i never liked this word but i do believe that friends are/can be for life

i dont plan to write this but i cant help it. you think you know more about your idol then you big fcuk huh? i kept my mouth shut doesnt mean i dont already know, it's just because you dont listen to other pple, you just assumed you know more than others. and i think you dont like me. well.the feeling's kinda mutual.