Sunday, April 02, 2006

I haven’t been online for the past few days and I wasn’t tempted to even use it at all.woohoo! I have learnt sooo much more in the last 3 days than I have ever in this past few months. The adam khoo workshop really made me reflect on what I haven done to myself in these past few years. I have been drifting, lost and just hope for the best. I never tried my best and just hoped for passes in some of my subjects. I know that I could do and I deserve so much more BUT I was lazy and did not want to put in effort. I ASSUMED that I would make it someday. Gosh, I am SO wrong. I wasted so much of my time basically doing nothing. This workshop really made me think. Think about what I have done wrong and what I can do to make up for all the time that I’ve lost. Somehow, I dared to set goals now. And the best part is that I don’t care what other ppl have to say about them la. :D

Moreover, life’s not just about acing school but it’s also about so many other stuffs. And most of us never realized it till the last 3 days. We’re really selfish sometimes. We thought we were the only ones having bad days and we just vent our anger on our friends, family members etc. and along the way, we hurt them. And they don’t even deserved it. We hve so much to learn from the world. Ad we hve to banish the thinkingthat we own the world and we are free to do anything we want. Seriously. Life is fragile. Seize the moment and do our best. Woohoo! :D

And many many thanks to all my friends and of cos 4e5.we rock. We laughed,cried,crapped screamed ALL TOGETHER. I have so much fun with all of you. And I know everyone better and i am soooo glad to be alive. I nva knew I love my parents and friends so much. I am so glad I cried yesterday. It somehow gave me the courage to tell my parents that I love them A LOT.

p.s special thanks to Melvin and Ramesh for ‘waking’ me up and forcing me to face the reality. And they made me laugh a lot. I love who can make me laugh. LOL. Thank you so much

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